The first chapter is a blurry of thoughts of a biracial, lesbian, party girl named Blake, aka Big Bad Bee, trying very hard ( you can tell that she's trying to fit in) Drinking. It’s so normal. Partying and getting drunk and maybe getting reckless. Or carelessness in college is the norm. To let go. The peer pressure was enormous from the get-go ( her girlfriend is no help) and her friends just encouraged her to do stupid stuff. I can't wait to read the rest to see how she manages her life in college, her friends, and her growing addiction.