When reading the sneak peek of this book the only feeling that resided in my was anxiety. And I sincerely hope that is what the author wanted because it worked. I am not sure if what this book is about is supposed to show you the horror of that past or be similar to Lolita and Call Me By Your Name in which some revere what happened. All together I was a bit uncomfortable, but anyone should be uncomfortable if you are about to read about pedophilia...