If You Could See The Sun -- all the shades of gray
Recommended: yeppp
for a medium-dark story that feels like a dark-reality fairy tale, for academic rivals / unlikely team tropes, for a look at morality and poverty and how those two can conflict
Thoughts:
Oh man. I've been looking forward to this one for, I don't know, 10 months now? I came in expecting this book to be gut-wrenchingly sad, and -- thankfully -- it was actually not quite so much. Maybe that's because my expectations were SO dire that in reality it seemed easier. To be clear, though, this is not an easy read. There's so much pain and fear in it, everyone is saturated. But that's the point: the emotions, the underlying fear in life that connects even the most otherwise disparate people.
Anyway. To take a more structure look at this book, the plot is solid. The problem is pitched by page four (roughly), and the "answer" arrives shortly after. The bulk of the book is the descent into gray areas of desperation and greed, of hero and villain, of love and hate. The events themselves are straightforward, but they build like a bigger and bigger dare each time, and with them, the tension. I started to wonder if I could still support the character or if they had Gone Too Far or Crossed A Line. It was like watching the origin story of a villain, where you like the and sympathize and then realize they're trying to snap their fingers to make half of all beings no longer exist.
That moral grayness, if you couldn't tell, was my favorite thing about this. It was a like a dark cloud over every scene, making it hard for any character to see right from wrong clearly. Alice in particular has a hard time seeing herself clearly (har har).
If you're here for romance, be aware that it does not exist. There's hinted at tensions, and slow realizations, but they are probably third or fourth in line as far as important plot lines go. It is, however, a young adult book. So of course there has to be some hints of romantic interest for a little added seasoning.
Secrets permeate every nook of this story. Alice's secrets; Henry's secrets; Chanel's secrets; and the rich girl, and the cruel boy, and artsy girl, and the boy's whose parents are rivals. Teachers? Probably. Everyone. And what I loved most about that was how so many of those secrets connected people without them even knowing. Poetry in secrecy, and that bittersweet irony of knowing what the characters didn't every time they bemoaned feeling so alone in their pain and fear and holding it all in. Little do they know, everyone is the same.
Man, I'm listening to one of those stormy rain soundscapes right now and it's definitely coloring this review's style. It's all still true and perfectly suits the mood of this book, though, so it works. But "permeate" and "bemoaned"? Let's move on.
It's good, y'all. It's not quite so dark that it feels repressively grim and horrific, but it's certainly not pulling an punches either. Read it.
Thanks to Bookishfirst and Inkyard Press for an early copy of this book. This is my honest review.
for a medium-dark story that feels like a dark-reality fairy tale, for academic rivals / unlikely team tropes, for a look at morality and poverty and how those two can conflict
Thoughts:
Oh man. I've been looking forward to this one for, I don't know, 10 months now? I came in expecting this book to be gut-wrenchingly sad, and -- thankfully -- it was actually not quite so much. Maybe that's because my expectations were SO dire that in reality it seemed easier. To be clear, though, this is not an easy read. There's so much pain and fear in it, everyone is saturated. But that's the point: the emotions, the underlying fear in life that connects even the most otherwise disparate people.
Anyway. To take a more structure look at this book, the plot is solid. The problem is pitched by page four (roughly), and the "answer" arrives shortly after. The bulk of the book is the descent into gray areas of desperation and greed, of hero and villain, of love and hate. The events themselves are straightforward, but they build like a bigger and bigger dare each time, and with them, the tension. I started to wonder if I could still support the character or if they had Gone Too Far or Crossed A Line. It was like watching the origin story of a villain, where you like the and sympathize and then realize they're trying to snap their fingers to make half of all beings no longer exist.
That moral grayness, if you couldn't tell, was my favorite thing about this. It was a like a dark cloud over every scene, making it hard for any character to see right from wrong clearly. Alice in particular has a hard time seeing herself clearly (har har).
If you're here for romance, be aware that it does not exist. There's hinted at tensions, and slow realizations, but they are probably third or fourth in line as far as important plot lines go. It is, however, a young adult book. So of course there has to be some hints of romantic interest for a little added seasoning.
Secrets permeate every nook of this story. Alice's secrets; Henry's secrets; Chanel's secrets; and the rich girl, and the cruel boy, and artsy girl, and the boy's whose parents are rivals. Teachers? Probably. Everyone. And what I loved most about that was how so many of those secrets connected people without them even knowing. Poetry in secrecy, and that bittersweet irony of knowing what the characters didn't every time they bemoaned feeling so alone in their pain and fear and holding it all in. Little do they know, everyone is the same.
Man, I'm listening to one of those stormy rain soundscapes right now and it's definitely coloring this review's style. It's all still true and perfectly suits the mood of this book, though, so it works. But "permeate" and "bemoaned"? Let's move on.
It's good, y'all. It's not quite so dark that it feels repressively grim and horrific, but it's certainly not pulling an punches either. Read it.
Thanks to Bookishfirst and Inkyard Press for an early copy of this book. This is my honest review.