I can't keep still I want to read more😭❤️

Why is this soo heartbreaking yet beautiful.... I'm not a mum but I love my mom alot.... Those little angels! Why have the mother deserted them like this .... I really want to go inside the book,holx their hand and pull these girls ,Rain and Azure out of it with me ... I can't keep calm i want to know more about these girls and the mum.... I will not be able to sleep also just by reading 16 pages of it WTF😭❤️ HELP ME I WANT TO KNOW MORE😭❤️🖤