I just didn't enjoy it as much as I wanted. This is a good book for those who are confused about their sexuality but also those who like a lot of raunch and descriptive sexual situations. It really felt like a 50 shades type book rather than a coming to a sexual realization book. The character feels confused and I think a little taken advantage by Sam. I think my issue was that I didn't really connect with the main character. Yes, sex is important but so is working and trying to make your way in the world. It just didn't feel all that realistic. Maybe that is what the author was going for. It was also majorly depressing in the 2nd half of the book. I probably wouldn't read this author again. Thank you though for the free copy. I do love books, this just wasn't for me.